I do not know.
But no. I do not like waiting very much. I do not like trying too hard. And then getting nothing out of it and having them ignored. As important you may be to me, as important you are acting like, feeling like, I already have enough of the shit of this partnership in crimes with you.
Time for me to get over the old us and continue finding me, don't you think? You've long ago let go.
I still do not know.